le temps de souvenir

2010-12-06T14:00:00.001-08:00

Keep everything on the surface,

even with the knowledge that the surface fades

and can't be held together forever.

2010-12-06T13:49:00.000-08:00

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2010-07-07T11:26:00.000-07:00

Illusion never changed
Into something real
I'm wide awake and I can see the perfect sky is torn
You're a little late
I'm already torn

2010-07-05T17:50:00.001-07:00

I still recall the taste of your tears
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep
Anymore

til we die and die and die again

2010-06-24T09:55:00.000-07:00

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Morrissey - Speedway

2010-05-08T10:52:00.000-07:00

2010-03-24T05:06:00.000-07:00

2010-03-15T11:12:00.000-07:00

I got ice in my veins
blood in my eyes
hate in my heart
love in my mind
I see nights full of pain
Days are the same
You keep the sunshine
I save the rain
I search but never find
Hurt but never cry
I work and forever try
But i'm cursed so never mind
And its worse with better times
that seem further and beyond
The top gets higher the more that I climb

2010-03-08T04:52:00.000-08:00

I agree today that life is simply taking and not giving,
England is mine, and it owes me a living
Ask me why and i'll spit in your eye,
But we can not cling to the old dreams anymore
Does the the body rule he mind or does the mind rule the body...?
I dont know

Under the iron bridge we kissed
and although I ended up with solace
It just wasnt like the old days anymore
It wasnt like those days,
am I still ill?

2010-02-21T11:21:00.000-08:00

This is the evil in everything that happens under the sun: The same destiny overtakes all. The hearts of men, moreover, are full of evil and there is madness in their hearts while they live, and afterward they join the dead.

If even the moon is not bright and the stars are not pure in his eyes

2010-02-21T11:05:00.000-08:00

LEV 29: "...and the land will be filled with wickedness"

take outs of zdenek for ilovefake magazine

2010-02-19T07:55:00.000-08:00

old polaroids

2010-02-19T07:54:00.000-08:00

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rip

2010-02-12T13:13:00.000-08:00

why i love the smiths

2010-02-09T12:56:00.001-08:00

My eyes have seen the glory of the sacred wunderkind
I know a place where we can go, and where we are not known

You said i was ill and you were not wrong

Oh the alcoholic afternoons when we sat in your rooms they meant more to me than any living thing on earth

Vivid and in your prime you will leave me behind.

-
I won't share you with the drive and ambition,...this is my time.
Life tends to come and go, that's ok as long as you know

-

If you're so funny
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
And if you're so clever
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very entertaining
Then why are you on your own tonight ?
If you're so very good-looking
Why do you sleep alone tonight ?
I know ...
'Cause tonight is just like any other night
That's why you're on your own tonight
With your triumphs and your charms
While they're in each other's arms..."
It's so easy to laugh
It's so easy to hate
It takes strength to be gentle and kind

2010-02-07T04:17:00.001-08:00

Never i will forgive myself for the best moments I was afraid to ruin, the photos I was afraid to take, they would mean more to me than anyone could ever know. These are always the best of times that no one will ever see, oh how I wish I took my camera then, document everything and keep them forever.
so here i am, fucking claiming moviestills as my own

bounce

2010-02-04T09:26:00.000-08:00

purple magazine

2010-02-04T09:04:00.001-08:00

voyuerism

2010-02-04T09:03:00.000-08:00

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photo by dan colen

2010-02-02T14:09:00.001-08:00

To the centre of the city where all roads meet, waiting for you
To the depths of the ocean where all hopes sank, searching for you
Moving through the silence without motion, waiting for you
In a room with a window in the corner I found truth

.

2010-02-01T11:45:00.000-08:00

.

2010-02-01T11:34:00.000-08:00

after my parents house burned down two weeks ago, last night I dreamt my father ran in to a fire to save a device, and got burned to death. fuck

2010-02-01T11:32:00.001-08:00

yes / no

(please strike out what doesn't apply)

.

2010-02-01T11:24:00.000-08:00

to die by your side,

is such a heavenly way to die.

2010-02-01T11:11:00.000-08:00

Sweetness, I was only joking
When I said by rights you should be
Bludgeoned in your bed

there's a light that never goes out...

2010-01-31T10:55:00.000-08:00

Take me out tonight
Where there's music and there's people
And they're young and alive
Driving in your car
I never never want to go home
Because I haven't got one
Anymore
Take me out tonight
Because I want to see people and I Want to see life
Driving in your car
Oh, please don't drop me home
Because it's not my home, it's their Home,
and I'm welcome no more
And if a double-decker bus
Crashes into us
- The smiths

saints will become sinners

2010-01-31T06:24:00.000-08:00

it was here when they lost me, pointing to a letter hanging on the wall that read cleanliness leads to godliness. I knew I was locked up in this place, drowning in a black pool filled with pressure and strange prayers. A place where youth loses innocence. A little push towards the path to Evil.

reign in blood

2010-01-31T06:12:00.000-08:00

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david lynch //

isolation,

2010-01-31T05:45:00.000-08:00

a short story,

2010-01-31T05:43:00.000-08:00

Vivid and in your prime
/ you will leave me behind.

cry, baby

2010-01-31T05:27:00.000-08:00

.

2010-01-29T11:15:00.000-08:00

it's all false love and affection

you don't want me

you just want the attention

lost in a forest

2010-01-29T09:55:00.000-08:00

ome closer and see
see into the dark
just follow your eyes
just follow your eyes
it's always the same
I'm running towards nothing
again and again and again

obsession.

2009-12-21T16:04:00.000-08:00

r.i.p brittany murphy

2009-12-20T12:56:00.000-08:00

I don't have a lot of favorite actresses, and although she hardly got any big roles, she was one of my favorite actresses who played in some of the movies i loved growing up such as girl interrupted and clueless. will miss her...:(

frida, i'm in love!

2009-12-20T07:57:00.000-08:00

I love frida gustavsson! she reminds me of "wednesday" from the addam's family sometimes. Very cute girl

Karolin in ZOO magazine by Dancian

2009-12-20T07:55:00.000-08:00

love love love this shoot!

Fav photos of the day

2009-12-20T03:02:00.000-08:00

Yuri Pleskun by Jolijn Snijders

2009-12-20T02:59:00.000-08:00

Callum for Hero / by Leon Mark

2009-12-20T02:56:00.000-08:00

please enjoy

2009-11-15T06:52:00.000-08:00

Robbie Wadge

2009-11-15T06:46:00.000-08:00

here a couple of my favorite images of robbie wadge

"Think outside the box, collapse the box, and take a fucking sharp knife to it." — Banksy

2009-11-10T14:45:00.000-08:00

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adrien brunier

2009-11-08T08:19:00.000-08:00

live, fast

2009-11-08T06:58:00.000-08:00

yuri bij jolijn snijders

the first, the last, the camera snapped

2009-11-08T06:07:00.000-08:00

trevor by jolijn

dan attoe

2009-11-08T05:43:00.000-08:00

stop being such a fucking baby

2009-11-08T05:32:00.000-08:00

DAN ATTOE = awesome

Tracey Emin

2009-11-08T05:09:00.000-08:00

"All God does is watch us and kill us when we get boring. We must never, ever be boring." - Chuck Palahniuk

2009-11-08T05:06:00.001-08:00

maurizio cattelan

dan attoe

Patty Wickman

Jake & Dinos Chapman

When everything is fine, the need to destroy things creeps up on me every time.

2009-11-08T04:45:00.001-08:00

richard kern

love,

2009-11-08T04:29:00.000-08:00

^ cole and his girlfriend, for a magazine i forgot. lovely lovely shoot

this is a website by asia, she writes love letters to everyone she knows. i simple love the concept, here are a couple of my favorites:

Viktor Vauthier

2009-11-07T04:09:00.000-08:00

My friend Viktor Vauthier from London shoots his friends and some models (who then become friends) with a snap shot analog camera, without after retouching the photos, his work is known for it's pure, innocent and raw character. Viktor is going to contribute a diary in Ilovefake magazine starting with the upcoming "eccentric" issue! Here are some samples

Katja Rahlwes

2009-11-06T12:14:00.000-08:00

Now that we are on the subject of Self service, I can also show you the lovely, raw yet romantic work of one of their contributing photographers Katja Rahlwes.

SELF SERVICE / Ezra Petronio

2009-11-06T11:52:00.000-08:00

here are some outtakes out of one of of my fashion bibles, Self Service ! upon my image research for self service, I stumbled on of course the editor in chief Ezra Petronio and Petronio associates
Some very interesting facts are that he's behind every campaign I've ever loved. Give it up for Ezra.

Some more info (source: the imagist):

Ezra Petronio has a dream life. He breaks the rules and ends up reinforcing fashion's status quo. He publishes Self-Service as a hardcover magazine. Which is a very genius conceit if you really think about it. He breaks tons of rules in Self-Service. He covers images with huge blocks of type which for the post-Brodovitch school is absolute sacrilege. He has made a book of his fashion celebrity Polaroids (which ironically enough I just mis-typed as PRO-laroids) . The book is titled "Bold and Beautiful". It is printed by 7L, my favorite publishing imprint in the world. You really should buy it for the reference library. Other than that Petronio plays with clients and collaborators like Miu-Miu, Prada, Chloe, Colette in imaging these very selective brands. This ranges from product packaging to websites to advertising and general creative direction. TI worships this ideal. The altar may be found at Petronio's blog : workinprogressblog.com. It is so bookmarked right this minute!

more eye candy on http://www.petronioassociatesblog.com/

LARA - the one and the only

2009-11-06T11:19:00.000-08:00

and here are a couple of my favorite photos, that proves why Lara is one of my favorite dutch girls...

Vulgar

2009-11-06T11:00:00.000-08:00

these things take time

2009-10-16T14:55:00.001-07:00

But you know where you came from, you know where
You're going and you know where you belong
You said I was ill, and you were not wrong
But I can't believe that you'd ever care
And so, you will never care

Oh, the alcoholic afternoons
When we sat in your rooms
They meant more to me
Than any, than any living thing on earth
They had more worth
Than any living thing on earth
Vivid and in your prime
You will leave me behind

-the smiths-these things take time

The Smiths: Paint a Vulgar Picture

2009-10-15T09:19:00.001-07:00

paint a vulgar picture

2009-10-15T08:29:00.000-07:00

You had no real way of knowing
In my heart I begged "Take me with you ...
I don't care where you're going..."
But to you I was faceless
I was fawning, I was boring
Just a child from those ugly new houses
Who could never begin to know
Who could never really know

stacey mark

2009-10-14T01:18:00.000-07:00

Here are some images of one my absolute favorite photographers miss Stacey Mark...

tim walker does a tim burton

2009-10-14T01:07:00.000-07:00

These images from Harper's Bazaar by tim burton are so cool. I can't wait til halloween!!!

jacques mesrine

2009-10-12T00:33:00.000-07:00

thrust in me (by nick zedd and richard kern)

2009-10-10T02:56:00.000-07:00

Stray Dogs (Richard Kern)

2009-10-10T02:46:00.001-07:00

"Mommy Mommy, Where's My Brain?" directed by Moritsugu (1986 | Cinema of Transgression)

2009-10-10T02:25:00.001-07:00

awesome.

OCTOBER NOIR

2009-10-08T04:07:00.000-07:00

I guess it's the dark time of the season, seeing one after the other dark and sinister editorial coming out. Not that I complain I love moody. (hank moody). As, I and the dark side get along great, here are some of my favorite images that have recently come out.

source: l'officiel homme, dazed japan, vogue japan homme, contributing editor, hedi slimane

Purple Magazine - Terry richardson

2009-10-08T04:01:00.000-07:00

factory

2009-10-01T00:42:00.000-07:00

oh edie

2009-09-29T12:28:00.000-07:00

n.y. follow up...

2009-09-29T12:19:00.000-07:00

Well, I guess New York really has an impact on you. Especially for me going there the first time - mind you, it was during mucho fabulouso Fassshion week- As I was driving from Newark to Soho in the yellow car, with "MehBoob" as my friendly driver, I was rushing towards the sky line to finally inhale the thrill of success. After Mehboob hustled me too much fucking money for the ride, I got out out of the cab and first stepped on to the black asphalt on Broome street. Looking at a blank concrete wall on the other side of the street, I stopped and listened to the impatient honking, NY police or fire departement trucks blazing sirens, or construction work noise terror everywhere around me. I took a deep breathe and realized I was jetted into another world, I was in a gun crazy sex city that looked oh so familia. Every corner was like something I've seen before - One big deja vu waiting to unfold itself.

I dipped my toes in to the black oily water of the Hudson river, only to get sucked in full speed without any clue what I was getting in to? With who are these people?and.... exactly what numbered street and Houston was I in again? An adventurous, sometimes hellish joyride frenzy for sixteen days unfolded quickly, only of course to test exactly what it means to live in a city that never sleeps.. I tucked away my innocent nature safely in my bag pack- and as it was, we partied every night from a strict list venue to another important person venue, then to go in to this supposedly place to be and be... bored; or to not even get in, then be pissed about it and leave, only to go somewhere else, to land in the sketchiest of all no list settings - mind you, this is where everyone eventually comes to hide from doorman politics, nothing's better than a good night cleansing of the heart with friends who care - real friends yeah, in new york city I believe a rare breed and tricky at that to find, even more seemingly impossible to find in the 'fashion industry' a lot of you desperately want to belong to, I wonder why. Real friends are hard to find, because real new yorkers don't give a fuck about other new yorkers, let alone people from "out of town", unless you are a special human, with the special powers to provide something exciting for the new yorker, preferably something he can prosper from, something to rank himself higher than others of the same species: Yes, unless you are willing to give him that fix, that self indulgent need, you will feel alone many of times.

The unwashed, used up faces with the dark circled eyes, that I usually feel comfortable with from a far or in the movies, can quickly be met on the street, at a club, or even blind us in this city of filth and grand hopes. The gritty skin greets me with a witty vengeance, as yet another late morning approaches through my window on the second floor on grand street.

TO BE CONTINUED....on a more positive note

richard kern

2009-09-29T12:13:00.000-07:00

not lost

2009-09-29T12:09:00.000-07:00

michael pitt

2009-09-29T11:51:00.000-07:00

PITT has been on my radar since he first stepped foot on an indie movie set. his off look and choices for the better script / roles (except for the kurt cobain role, which was kinda blah...) made him jump to number one young actor for me ... i totally forgot about him after funny games, when I suddenly saw him in new york walking by me within 1 meter. FO fuck sake i shoulda went to that gaga party he, obviously, went to.

some of my stuff.....

2009-09-29T11:49:00.000-07:00

randomly put together in one folder, here's some of my images...

dylan forsberg story

2009-09-29T11:42:00.001-07:00

most beautiful story on a boy... ever? shot by TOYIN

alyona / premier

2009-09-29T11:41:00.000-07:00

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2009-09-28T11:37:00.000-07:00

But let's not talk of love
or chains and things
we can't untie.
your eyes are soft with sorrow,
Hey, that's no way to say goodbye.

JAMES FRANCO LOVE

2009-09-28T11:34:00.000-07:00

SINS

2009-09-28T11:19:00.001-07:00

"When you're not feeling holy your loneliness says that you've sinned."

HOLLA BROOK!

2009-09-18T16:52:00.000-07:00

BOYD i didnt even care about you that much until i saw you BOYD at a stupid fucking party with posers galore. You caught my eye and i was a goner, now i am captured under your spell, and i simply MUST shoot (with) you next time i'm in new york, hows that!

new york, new york

2009-09-18T14:53:00.000-07:00

this place is a prison

2009-09-13T09:57:00.000-07:00

And i know that it's not a party if it happens every night.

this place is a prison
And these people aren't your friends
Inhaling thrills through $20 bills

when i run in the dark

2009-08-29T10:16:00.000-07:00

when I first saw you
I knew that you had a flame in your heart
And under under our blue skies
Marble movie skies
I found a home in your eyes
We'll never be apart
We laughed and laughed and laughed
And in the golden blue
Crying took me to the darkest place
And you have set fire to my heart
When I run in the dark
To a place that's worst
Under a sheet of rain in my heart
I dream of home

nouvelle vague "dance with me" from bande a part

2009-08-29T05:59:00.001-07:00

Like an apparition
You don't seem real at all
Like a premonition
Of curses on my soul

Let's dance little stranger
Show me secret sins
Love can be like bondage
Seduce me once again

Burning like an angel
Who has heaven in reprieve
Burning like the voodoo man
With devils on his sleeve

The way I want to love you
Well it could be against the law
I've seen you in a thousand minds
You've made the angels fall

Won't you dance with me
In my world of fantasy
Won't you dance with me
Ritual fertility

Bat For Lashes - Daniel (HD)

2009-08-29T05:51:00.001-07:00

gorgeous gorgeous gorgeous